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Monthly Archives: July 2002

WEB PAGE NEVER DIE!

So, in the interests of devoting only 50% of my full attention span to work, I’m trying to come up with a pleasing design for my web pages.

First off, I need some sort of theme picture. What this boils down to is me going out on a photoshoot where the target assignment is “hiding among the masses.” I tried looking for some suitable shots in my photo archive, but nothing really jumped out at me. Seems like this might be a difficult image to capture. In any case, I’m gonna try in a couple of weeks, when I’ll be back in the NYC area for Gene’s get-together.

After that…hm. I dunno. Suggestions welcome.

FINALLY

Got a call from the HR department. They made the employment offer, and I accepted. So I’ve got an all-day orientation scheduled for the 29th, and I will get paid retroactively to the 5th. W00T

Stuck in limbo

No word yet from the University about my payroll status. Urrrrrrrrgh. ME WANT MONEY BAD. (and there are various other parties that want money from me, too.) I would also like to ride the buses for free, dammit.

So, while I’m waiting for that to get settled, and also waiting for the computer swap to take place (mmm…navigator data), I’m looking at spiral sequences, which involve using spiral trajectories to sample k-space (ooooh….ahhhhh). Since Philip is going to be leaving us for the University of Michigan by the end of August, Dr. Wang wants to see if I can take over his work. Heh heh heh… let’s see. So I need to brush up on my MR fundamentals first…then maybe I’ll have some competence in the matter–and maybe I’ll actually be able to understand what’s going on!

It’s like senior year never happened–I’m not sure if I learned anything at all. (Apart from learning how to violate flies, the mating habits of the stickleback fish, and oh yes, advanced computer architecture.)

New article

My thoughts on the F train and moving to New York.

Peanuts and Cracker Jack

Caught the Pirates-Cardinals game on Saturday, rather spur-of-the-moment. Dr. Wang called me up around 6 and said, .Anthony! Do you want to catch a Pirates game?. And I said, .Sure!.

After a wrong turn that pretty much doubled my travel time, I made it to PNC Park. I.m not sure when exactly Three Rivers Stadium was torn down and PNC Park and Heinz Field (the home of the Pittsburgh Steelers) were built, but PNC Park at least seems like a hardy and serviceable ballpark. It has all the modern touches.a Jumbotron out in left field, fireworks set off whenever the Pirates hit a home run, and even an Outback Steakhouse (open daily).

Being at a ballgame for the first time since when Sachin and I went to a Mets-Cubs game at Shea Statdium made me nostalgic for good ol. Wrigley Field, the Friendly Confines, with its ivy-covered outfield wall and the old-style manually operated scoreboard in center field, a throwback to a simpler time. In fact, I think Wrigley is probably the best demonstration that one can have a great ballpark without resorting to flashy technology. But nothing compares to the bleacher culture at Wrigley, which for me makes going to a ballgame even more exciting. Every kind of person can be found in the bleachers.from serious baseball fanatics to drunk frat boys who are only there because, well, they.re drunk. I miss .LEFT FIELD SUCKS. and the bleacher homage to the Cubbies. right fielder, whether it be Andre Dawson or Sammy Sosa. And, well, where else (in any ballpark) can you catch a home run?

We sat out in the far third of the left field seats, which were still very decent seats. Every so often during the game, I would stop and explain baseball a little further to Dr. Wang, who had only been to a couple of ballgames all his life. As for the game itself, the Pirates jumped out to an early 5-0 lead in their half of the first inning, and the Cardinals never came close, at least while I was there (I left after the seventh inning stretch). The score when I left was 12 to 4 in favor of the Pirates.

Sitting around us were a handful of either recent immigrants or permanent residents.in any case, they were non-natives.who were probably attending their first baseball game. (I believe that the tickets we got were part of a block of tickets picked up by the CMU Robotics Institute or somesuch). So I would also explain some nuance of the game to them whenever they had a question. Probably the kicker (funny how we take a lot of things for granted) was during the seventh inning stretch, when one woman remarked, .What, does everyone know the words to this song?. (referring, of course, to .Take Me Out to the Ballgame..) It.s just one of those things that you grow up with, guess.

This brings up something I was wondering. What do you believe to be the correct lyrics to the song? I.m aware that the Wrigley Field version, a.k.a. the Harry Caray version, is a little bastardized, but I still sing it that way anyway, regardless of where I am. This is what I sing:

Take me out to the ballgame,
Take me out to the crowd,
Buy me some peanuts and Cracker Jacks,
I don.t care if I ever get back!
So let.s root, root root for the Cubbies,
If they don.t win it.s a shame,
.Cause it.s one, two, three strikes you.re out
At the old ballgame!

Two words are changed in this version, from what I understand: .take me out to the crowd,. and .Í don.t care if I ever get back.. The correct lyrics are, I believe, .take me out with the crowd,. and .I don.t care if I never get back.. In any case, the Jumbotron at PNC Park displays the words so even those who don.t know the lyrics can sing along, and while they showed .take me out with the crowd,. they showed .I don.t care if I ever get back.. So it just made me wonder whether I was right and they.re a little fuxored, or whether my memory was going in my old age. I.ll be doing some web surfing to find out the answers to my question, but you can also feel free to share your baseball-going experiences in the meantime.

In any case, on my way home I once again took a wrong turn that set me back maybe fifteen or twenty minutes, but I made it back all right. (I miss the grid system!)

In other news, it.s entirely possible that my next destination after Pittsburgh will be Chicago.Northwestern University to be specific. The updates will, of course, be plentiful as news happens.

Homeward Bound

Time to go home…well, I could have left a long time ago, but it’s not like there’s anything beckoning me home.

Probably when I go home I’ll just read more of my recent book purchase, listen to some of my recent musical acquisitions, and then watch this over and over again. (I WANT ALL OF UR BALLS TO DIE) I’m also going to read up on EPIC programming, i.e. learning how to make the MRI scanner do what it does and also make it do what I want it to do. BLEAH BLEAH BLEAH

The “Depart” (links page) link on the left works now, though that wasn’t really that big a deal to set up in the first place.

Come Monday, you can expect my New York nostalgia piece and an updated autobio that will hook up to the “Capsule” link on the left.

Progrefs Report

Two of the links on the left work now. They’re just links to my resume (warning–not updated yet!) and to my online photo album. Coming soon: a short autobio, a project index, contact page, and links page.

I was feeling nostalgic for old New York last night, so I wrote a fairly lengthy (2.5 letter-size pages) piece inspired by that good ol’ F train… but I forgot to bring it to work so I could post it! Alas, you’ll just have to wait ’til Monday. In the meantime, this will give me a chance to edit and revise it.

News

New look, for anyone that might happen to read this. Why? I’m trying to consolidate my Web real estate, which is currently spread across three servers. If not consolidate, then at least get ahold of them somehow. The IMSA server still has my main page, though I’ve put my photo album on the microlab (a.k.a. Cooper EE) server because, well, that 24GB of free space is really burning a hole in their wallet. And, of course, my blog is here, on formerly Sprynet but then Mindspring but now Earthlink territory. That’s because Blogger uses ftp to upload stuff, while the Cooper server is behind a firewall and IMSA has disallowed plain ftp access. So, it’s a mishmash right now. I hope to fix that soon, though–somehow.

So anyway, that’s the reason behind the change. Eventually the links at the left will be working, once I get appropriate content for them. I just wanted something nice to look at, you know? Let me know if you like or dislike it–this will be the theme for my web universe, pretty much.

I haven’t mentioned it, but this page is now linked (!) from neonepiphany. Before, it was just whoever I told knew about this site, but now, I expect to have a random visitor pop by every, oh, year or two. Oh, and I also signed up at blog.meetup.com for the Pittsburgh area. I could register at nycbloggers, but seeing as how I don’t live there anymore that would be kind of silly, wouldn’t it? *sigh* I miss the damned place.

I DON’T LIKE SPAM

Since I’m only living at my current place temporarily (until the end of the month), I don’t have any utilities hooked up except for electricity, which the guy whose apartment it is I’m staying at was gracious enough to leave hooked up and paid for. So that means that the only “World-Wide Internet” (thank you Prof. Ungar) access I have is at work.

That means that I can’t sate my 24-hour must-be-online obsession, among other things. But it does mean that coming to work every morning is full of potential surprises, as who knows what email goodies await me?

Spam, spam, and more spam. Sometimes there’s maybe one or two important emails waiting for me, but by and large it’s just spam. At least 10 pieces waiting for me, all at my imsa.edu account, which has pretty much been rendered USELESS! To quote Invader Zim: “Assessment: PATHETIC!”

The Simpsons and Philosophy

I picked up The Simpsons and Philosophy: The D’oh! of Homer from a local bookstore the other day. It’s a collection of articles written by philosophy academics using The Simpsons as a springboard for discussion into various sundry topics, such as Aristotelian virtue, Nietzschean ideals, American anti-intellectualism, politics and the nuclear family, etc. etc. So far, it’s been a good read. At the very least, it’s a welcome change of pace from the mostly technical literature I’ve been reading the past few years. And while it’s arguably aimed towards the masses, I feel like it’s bumping up my intellectual sphere a few notches.(Can you say “eudaimonia”?)

As the urge strikes me (and time allows), I’ll probably share some of the more interesting tidbits here.

Outlook positive

Things are getting a little better, as I’ve had a week to settle in. I’ve figured out somewhat of a rhythm to my day, from waking up to going to bed, which is key in getting into a comfortable rut. Although I know that the one thing I can’t stand is sitting in front of a computer with either very little to do, or no motivation to do what is before me. Working at Daiwa doing IT support involved a lot of downtime, which meant a lot of time reading notesfiles and surfing the web; I’ve been doing a lot of that here–where I’m supposed to be doing research (or something). But I’ve got plans, and carrying out those plans is contingent on me getting on payroll and getting my ID card so that I’m a full-fledged card-carrying member of the community. For right now, it just seems like I’m doing nothing but killing time, and that impacts my motivation, my energy level, and my productivity.

Another side effect of the killing-time mindset is I’ve got a lot of time to think about things. I don’t have a lot of real distractions, at least, not the type of distractions associated with school. Is this what it’s like to live in the real world? Will I have to combat the pressure of my inner consciousness crying to be heard, like a dam holding back the rushing waters? Or, differently poetic, will I have to grant CPU time to my inner thoughts? (Har har, I know.) The (arguably) great thing about the New York mindset was that I didn’t have time to think about myself. I didn’t have time to contemplate my emotions or formulate an honest answer to the question “How are you?” There were set routines, performed almost automatically. Navigating the sidewalks of New York required my full attention. Riding the subways was an opportunity to catch up on lost sleep, though getting in and out of the system was like weaving my way through an obstacle course. And school? Well, there were always so many people to talk to, to interact with; work to be done, games to be played, that again there was no time to devote to oneself. In New York the one thing you don’t see is ambivalence–everyone has a purpose. And if you see people lollygagging on the sidewalk, chances are that they’re tourists.

So far, I have little to do. Or, little that I’m motivated to do. (By this point, I know, I’m belaboring the point.) So, I’ve got time on my hands. Time to spend worrying–worrying about having money to pay the bills that are egregiously overdue; worrying about draining my parents of their own precious resources; worrying about where I’m headed in life (yeah, yeah, so I’m only a couple of months out of college–your point?). I’ve got time to get depressed about being a new face in a new town, knowing very few people, having almost nothing to do (and part of that is due to not having any money). I’ve got time to escape into fantasy to forget about my nonexistent love life. I’ve got time to become anxious about my parents’ advancing age and their unstable health. I’ve got time to entertain notions of later on in life, when I’ll have to deal with their care, their death, the grief, the sorrow, the bereavement (and still, I have to wonder just how would I react when the time comes?)

If I knew of a way to kill all of these voices in my head, I would. It would be a welcome relief. It’s times like these that make you realize the true value of the sounds of a city that only sleeps from 4am-12pm on Sundays, the sirens that wake you up at 3 in the morning, and the breakneck pace of the city streets. They keep you from going mad from within.