10.22.08
I wonder how an electron feels.
It’s been a busy couple of weeks lately, buy I did want to take a moment to log the brief observation that living a sort of “dual” existence–in occupation and home–makes you feel as if you have neither. The level of disconnect is incredible. And it extends to identity, too: a dual identity implies, somewhat confusingly, that you have none in reality.
At some point, maybe sooner rather than later, I’ll have to make a clean break from one of the existences and focus on only one, if only for sanity’s sake.







